I have been working after marriage

I did not explain that explanation is tantamount to cover up. I do not believe anyone in this age cares about chastity. That does not mean that I am more open. I really am a virgin, and bleeding should come from a traumatic injury. But I said he can believe it ?
Married life is very plain, in addition to his performance on the wedding night there are some unpleasant, to me or just fine, I have been working after marriage, he was busy with his work, we only dinner table every day Talk a few homely, easy to understand, as if for many years the old couple.
A year later I was pregnant, older mothers, forced to resign from work, rest at home, in addition to buy food to buy daily necessities I almost do not go out, so he became my object of hope every day on the balcony watching his car Into the district, they are busy going to get a tableware, rice, fried good plastic wrap ripped food.
Almost a good job of doing all this is not bad, he would walk into the package, did not say anything, wash their hands to eat, dinner, his cell phone is always in his hand, he will be at this leisure time, take a look at the news and WeChat .
Of course, I even look forward to how he can say a few words with me, even if it is asked me not tired, the stomach children noisy, but he never had one, I am not angry, most of the men, I He can not be called to be different because he is not my prince.
Days so faint past, if not drunk he shouted a woman's name, I think I will spend a lifetime with him, a touch of no spark for a lifetime.
He came back very late that day, drunk, his assistant sent him back, I put his heavy body on the bed moment, he hugged me cried: "I love you, do you know ? "
At that moment my tears poured out, dripping on his face, he had a moment of sober, saw I just said lightly: "how do you not sleep."
How can I sleep, that night I sat for a night, overnight I have been looking at the bed and pillow with me, he is so strange, strange to me a little bit do not know him, I do not know him The past, do not know what kind of friends he has.
When he raised his head in the early hours of the next morning, he saw me sitting on the bedside and was surprised to ask, "What happened so early?
"Who is Qian?" I asked faintly.
"Qian do not know!" He avoided my eyes, put on shoes to the bathroom, I told the past again asked: "Who is Qian?"
"You sick?" He looked at me coldly, as if I was a vexatious madman.
"You do not say, I will knock down the child." I told him coldly.
"Casual!" He shouted, then crossed over to work.
My heart plunged deep into the valley at this moment as the door closed heavily behind me.
That day I went to the hospital, the doctor told me that my month to do induction of labor is very dangerous, I am also a nurse can not be unclear, after a strong mental slaughter, I did not remove the belly child.
When I came back to my parents' house, I bought an apple. My mother blamed me for not carrying heavy things. I did not lack anything in my house. I looked at it, and I really did not lack the house. Of course, I do not need my mother. Will hurt my God because of my sadness. I do not want my parents to be anxious to get angry with me. I returned home in the evening.
That place is no longer my happy harbor, but I have nowhere to go.
He saw me not surprised, did not care about me, but did not ask me why I did not cook, wash, he lay in the bedroom bed, soon snoring.
In his snoring, I deeply realized that I had no position in his heart, or he would not sleep so sweet, I could not help but want to revenge him, to his company to downtown, to find his parents Crying, to seek the sympathy of all human beings, and then turn himself into a bone revealing poor people.
Really want to do this? He will care more about me than I do now when I do this. I think he will hate me more. So I wanted to countless ways to revenge him, and then shot himself one by one, why I think he was brave, why I want him to labor lung, he made a mistake, not me. helpful site | website here | check | visit site | find this | a fantastic read | try this website | look at this now | my site