The middle of the night the phone

Now it is March 28 night, I once again stand up, touch the phone next to the pillow, touch the screen twice, the screen emits glare of light, my eyes because of lack of sleep for a few days attached, the eye stiff and dry, had to narrow A crack. Oh, the time on the screen shows 01:57, but two minutes but three minutes. The quarters were long asleep, and I was in bed for more than two hours, my brain was up, scared, excited and overwhelmed by what I decided to dial in the past.I squint out of Zhang Xiaoli's number, a bite, point down.

I pulled the two covered quilts over my head curled up with my cellphone leaning against my ear. The middle of the night the phone beep was clearly clear against the background of silence, and I felt that the quilt did not block the long, regular sound My heartbeat seemed to be hurled by this powerful beep, hurrying to jump out of my chest. I can not stand this violent heartbeat, hung up the phone after the fourth beep. I was in bed afraid to move, I feel myself shed tears, I do not know what happened, but I know I want to Zhang Xiaoli, really, especially like. However, even more scared of me, no matter what I think, I can not remember his face.I told myself not to counseling, I also understand that do not hear his voice tonight destined to sleepless. I forgot my heart just want to hear his voice, it seems that the sound will make me feel at ease, I dialed the number again. Only the first sound toot it, my heart is more than crazy, I seem to hear the pounding heart beat, the fourth sound, the bunk turned over, I was afraid she heard, in the fifth Hurriedly hang up the phone when it sounded. Yes, I was crazy, scared, he really gave up, even if I hit the past even if no later than three times, he will certainly pick up, and now I hit two.I shed tears, put on the earphones, Miriam Yeung that song "If let me go on" and rang again "I want to cry, you can not sleep for a while, with me as initially met I was not afraid of tired, but if, But if you say ... "I did not get through the phone, I'm a bit grateful, I think. If the phone is connected let me go on, then I will say "Zhang Xiaoli, I miss you, really.

Did you miss me? I'm so scared, because I think no matter what you can not remember your face I was so scared. "And the answer I was hoping to get back then was" what are we afraid of? I'm doing it, my face is so ugly you do not remember it. " The truth is that the phone is not connected, no answer is better than listening to do not want to hear, no answer, I am fortunate. People always do, knowing that the answer may be too sad, but still used to deceive, self-deception. more tips here | my website | Find Out More | see page | my response | useful source | look at this now | check out here