I was completely disappointed

Like me, poor students, unfamiliar students and poor interpersonal relationships did not meet with farewell farewell when leaving. Some were indifferently looking, and the entire class did not play a part in my departure Waves. In this way, I came out of this school. I understood very well that at the moment when my foreleg was out of school, my life trajectory differed greatly from the classmates in my classroom. My goal is to mix names in this dazed society, and my classmates in the classroom aim to test a university.
Although I left school, but I did not quit the class QQ group. As a rule, every night at about 8 o'clock, QQ group of those who are still diving dive, and then you a sentence I share their own happiness. Whenever this time, I always set their own state as stealth, and then in a lonely corner, envy looked at it all. I am looking forward to watching chat closely with QQ group records, I hope they can notice that I left the class, I hope they can produce a trace of my departure leave, I hope to find and I dip A side of the topic. As time goes by, more and more students in the QQ group participated in the review, and in just a few minutes, there were hundreds of chat records. I was searching for these hundreds of messages. However, an hour later, QQ group of students have been off the assembly line, but for me I did not mention. Endless shade rolling in my heart, I was like a piece of abandoned rock aside, let the people ignore and trample.
I was completely disappointed, my heart is like a bird with wings folded, falling down from the sky, falling on the way, draw a broken arc. I no longer want to read on, just as I am ready to close the QQ, a while on the line to remind sounded: "Dangdang!" A very familiar but rarely chatting avatar into color, then, I quickly surged myself to the state of change, looking forward to that portrait can take the initiative to greet my departure. Her name is clear, is the most beautiful girl in the class, but also the girl I've been crush on. I was very much looking forward to chatting with her, because when I chatted with her, I would feel that I was immersed in a lot of sweet and happy life, unhappy life is being cast at that moment without a trace, I See all happiness and happiness.
Although I am so looking forward to approaching her, but I always think too much! I was worried that I suddenly broke into her world. She would be scared by my sudden intrusion, and then evaded me and repelled me. At last, there was no possibility of even being an ordinary classmate. I am a timid, looks in general, learning and bad boys, my innate personality determines I can not take the initiative to approach her. In my mind, Ching has always been an angel wearing a bright halo, she has no shortcomings, she is showing more than the ephemeral beauty.
Her picture is colored, and my picture is also colored, I am waiting for the information waiting for her. However, ten minutes later, I still here is still so calm. Looks dull look clear picture, heart quietly shouted, sunny, do not you notice that there is less than one person in the class? Can not you greet her? The next second, sunny picture suddenly turned gray. At this point, my heart crashed to the lowest point, fell fragmented. Read Full Report | view | Bonuses | Full Report | check this | web | article | go to the website | find this