I thought again about what happened these days

I want to die, really, this idea has been many times, especially on the third year. I really do not understand why I have to finish my eleven years of knowledge in my senior year. Keep learning every day, I was almost overwhelmed by those books, and even now, I see those books are vomiting. I began to become more and more irritable, often swearing, or even withdrawn, do not want to talk to others, even the only blue-eyed friends do not want to take care of, I really do not know what happened to me.
This state lasted until the appearance of "him."
"He" is a netizen I've known online, "Always on", a man, and after becoming a friend, I first told him to say something.
"Your screen name is real!"
"Vulgar? If you know the meaning of the screen name you will not say that"
"What's the point?" I asked.
"You'll know later."
"Cut". Did not think he was so boring, I also turned off the chat interface.
I thought again about what happened these days. Most of the schools are boring and trivial matters. I was so stupid that I really did not know how I chose high school. Now I really regret it. But I feel very warm, my blue and white good friend from the second grade of my primary school transfer to a class, primary school is like this, junior high school is also true, or high school, or is the same class, or is the next class, that is, It has been eleven years since we got to know it. Perhaps because of the entrance exam, other students have already left. Only we are still in a school. That is why we have become friends. The third year, our pressure is great, but he admitted to study art, I test school culture, the face of college entrance examination, he is much easier. I had always been jealous of my heart and face, and the recent achievements have been unstable and irritable. My temper is getting bigger and bigger. He has several times wanted to talk to me but he has been rejected by me. Some bad language.
"Ding, Ding, Ding." Actually my nephew friends sent the message. "Talk to you if you have no problem!"
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